Na ah. I'm not gonna talk about the song by Fish Leong. I like this song very much and it gives me inspiration to blog.
IF
If I did not take HSC in INTI, what will happen? Umm..I think I'll end up taking Form Six as my tertiary education in Penang Free? Meeting people who I don't like to meet everyday?
If I'm currently doing Form Six in Penang Free, I wonder how would I face the "great nuisance"
Talking about form six, yesterday morning I woke up with tears T_T I dreamt that my mom forced me to do form six after doing HSC, she forced me to enter the december intake. Wth? December intake for form six..lol. I was asking her why wanna waste my time, my results' coming out soon, why wanna waste another 2 years. But she insisted and brought me to the school, no idea which school to register. A few of my coursemates went too, haha. Then since she insisted, I've got no choice, I cried, in the dream, and in reality as well, till I can't speak. I feel sad now. When I woke up, tears were streaming down. I was like huh? So kua zhang. I started to recall what has just happened in my dream. Lazing on the bed for like 10 minutes or so, then only i got up.
Back to if. If I did not enter INTI, I'd not have met so many great friends like JouWei, Aaron, Ben, Liyun, Wayne and many many more! If I'd chosen form six, I still have friends but most are from my high schools and yes the great nuisance. I wonder will I continue to fight with them or something. Maybe I will. Because I gotta see their faces for like 2 years!! =.=
Or I will quit or transfer to other school then I'll don't have to meet them everyday.
Sometimes, I really wonder did I make the right decision for doing HSC instead of form six or SAM. At times, I do feel regretful, but that feeling was really short, real short. As I'll convince myself that I've made the right decision no matter what. Honestly, I did not enjoy my pre-u life to the max like what the other coursemates did. But I did enjoy like 80 or 90% =) Despite the great friends, there are some coursemates who I don't have great feeling towards.
I personally categorize my coursemates into three categories. First is friends, second is classmates, third is coursemates. Friends are friends. You get it? Means friends laahh..
Classmates means you and I were in the same class but we didn't really talk or we never talk at all. Coursemates means you and I were not in the same class and we never talk at all.
So, if i did not enter INTI, I might not come up with all these categories thingy. Lol
All in all, there is no IF, those are just my thoughts.
Live now!
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